jam_21

when you love someone so deep, you hurt so deep when you come to know that the person doesnt love you as much as before.

wala akong gana. please magbati na tayo, bie.

Your Birthdate: August 31

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books.  (used to)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (but i want to...)	✓ I love to play video games.  (NBA live 07 baby!)	× I've tried marijuana.  (i want to)
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

im fucking bored.

UST in three games

Malapit na.........


Its late at night and neither one of us is sleeping
I cant imagine living my life after youre gone
Wondering why so many questions have no answers
I keep on searching for the reason why we went wrong

Where is our yesterday
You and I could use it right now
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I dont have the need for it anymore
Ill always love you, but youre hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

Here we are about to take the final step now
I just cant fool myself, I know theres no turing back
Face to face its been endless conversation
But when the love is gone youre left with nothing but talk

Id give my everything
If only I could turn you around
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I dont have the need for it anymore
Ill always love you but youre hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

grabe kamalasan ng gabing ito...

****nasunog ang number 7 sa keyboard ng laptop ko, because of my cigarette. nataranta ako pinangkuha ko ang tissue since ayaw ko mapaso pero nasunog na...

****ung tissue nilagay ko sa ash tray ko, lumabas ako sandali akala ko patay na ang apoy hindi pa pala...

****nalaglag sa carpet nataranta ako mejo nasunog ang carpet.

un lang naman. shit.

"go away" - yes, i will. i would never ever forget that.

it feels good to know that im recognized by my boss' ......

wife's boss: ah so you're jane?
me: yes...
wife's boss: shaju (the boss) is always telling me good things about you at home
me: oh yeah? *smile*

i learned that my boss is going on vacation for a month starting september 6. tae nya! he'll leave me with a lot of work! so wise of him to go on vacation.

eto lang naman ang iiwan nya:

1. closing for the months of september and october for the book he is maintaining, since he's leaving for a month at tiniming pa na two accounting months ang tatamaan. so there, apart from the two books im closing, it would be three again, come sept and oct. tae nya talga!

2. budget for next year. fuck talga! i am going to consolidate 12 individual budgets of different hotels. plus the budgets of the books im handling.

3. interim audit.

ok lng sana kung may extra pay eh, kaso charity na naman ito!

bakasyon din sana ako kaso hindi pwede...makakaganti din ako syo...

*for most people the 30th of the month means money, money, money. but for me it means work, work, work!

*i fought with two bank employees regarding bank transfers. our company's money is deposited in a bank different from the salary account for most of the staff. i made the salary on the 26th and had the messenger deliver the bank transfer letter to our bank. from there, the bank will make a debit to our account for the whole amount and pass it to the central bank. the normal transaction is only three days. putang ina naman talaga, six days passed but up to now i havent received any credit to my fucking account. shit! shit! and so i checked with the other bank, i asked them, "where in the hell is the check that you need to credit my account?" and the fucking guy didnt know how to answer me, i even explained the whole bank transfer process. tae nya! i had been calling here and there to know where the money is lying now hanggang sa inabot na ako ng uwian ng bank. o db? pakshet talga...pakshet.

*i got to talk with my "bie".-masaya.

*finished two locations in "the sims" ps2 game

*got to eat my favorite pritong baboy

*made coffee with vanilla ice cream

masaya pa din ako. i just hope my fucking money would be in my account tomorrow.

Letran College
St. Paul
STC
UST
UP- I hope it would stop here, because I got annot

id rather sleep than be in the office doing nothing. i am fucking bored, but paid. hehe

i want to delete my friendster account...people how do i delete it?

"if i aint got you" sucks
"stick with you" sucks too
"i love you" sucks like shit
i dont believe these lines
i dont believe you

wala magawa.

[x] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day.
[x] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
Total = 2

[ ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[ ] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[x] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. (I was still young then)
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
Total = 2

[x] I have played ping pong.
[ ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
Total = 2

[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
Total = 1

[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[x] I have been on the honor roll.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there
[x] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects. (til 4 actually)
[x] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been rollerblading.
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face.
Total = 4

[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[ ] I have passed out from being drunk.
[ ] I have watched power rangers.
total = 2

[ ] I do attend Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[x] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[ ] I've lost weight since one year ago.(gained, lol)
Total = 3

[x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
[x] I've played basketball on a team.
Total = 4

[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[x] I've played football on a team.
[x] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[x] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a swim team.
[ ] I've been on a golf team.
Total = 3

[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall.
[x] I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x] I've called someone else an idiot.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I've had (or have) pets.(no pets please)
Total = 5

[ ] I've owned a spice girls cd.
[ ] I've owned a britney spears cd.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys cd.
Total = 0

[x] I've mooned someone.
[x] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[x] I've been in the newspaper.
[ ] I've been on TV.
Total = 3

[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
Total = 1

[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker.
Total = 2

[ ] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
Total = 2

[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.(im away)
[x] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[ ] I've written poetry.
[x] I've been arrested.(sorta haha, db, bie?)
Total = 2

[x] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[x] I've been to a rock concert.
Total = 4

[ ] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've been picked last in gym class.(I think hehe)
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
Total = 2

Now count how many things you checked subject being "i have lived through [#] things"

im goin on a desert safari today. too bad im not going with my girl. it would really be nice to have her. anyway, if ever she comes here to visit me, ill bring her. we'll be together out there sa disyerto hehe

haaaay bie, i miss you.

my work comes with tons of responsibilities. i am serving a company with a net profit of 375 million dirhams for the year 2005 alone (5.25 billion pesos)a mistake on my part could have a huge impact on the operations, since i provide management reports every week but you know i dont get much pressure doing it.

am i still normal? i am asking because up to now i cant understand people getting too much pressured by their work. maybe im indifferent. haha.

names database is unreliable. i googled my own name only to find out that i graduated at Tungawan NHS in Zamboanga, as that site listed my name. haha. hindi kaya may kakambal ako? o baka naman i had amnesia. wala lang.